Anonymous TTC after m/c Wish

I am wishing to conceive after the miscarriage I had the week of jan 8th. What a bday present that was!:( ( the 8th) I want another so bad! I have a son who is four nad I'd love to have another. Timing is proper right now for I'm laid off until further notice! I would love to be able to conceive so that We have a summer baby too many too close starting october.