Anonymous TTC after m/c Wish

we've had 2 miscarriages over this past year. The experiences were near devastating. I say "near" b/c we are still here and still wanting to give it another try... This is our month, the month of November. Lucky number 11. I'm scared but I'm willing to face my fear and do this again. I am praying to God and the universe itself to PLEASE bless my husband and I, and our little boy who is almost eight, with a HEALTHY new baby to love.