redrebel's TTC after m/c Wish

my hope is done. We have lost 3 pregnancies, the last on my bday😥 because of adenomyosis, pelvic adhesion disease I am doomed to a life without a child, a life of little joy and mostly a life without legacy or anything to look forward to. this ttc wish is for hopes that one day we may have the money to afford a serrogate or adoption. hysterectomy at 34 on 4/3