CanaryLove's Trying To Conceive Wish

I have been trying to conceive and have been successful but have had two miscarriages within the last few months. This is something that I want so badly and I am scared to try again this month for the fear that I will have another loss. Me and my boyfriend and trying and trying hard. I am praying and hoping that when I take the next pregnancy test, it ill come up positive and that I will make it past trimester 1