wishlet's TTC after m/c Wish

Back in December my first pregnancy ended as an ectopic pregnancy in my ovary. I hoping that this does not become a cycle. All I want is for my boyfriend and I to have our baby. I would be due in July and everywhere I look all I see is babies. I come home from work crying a lot lately because of the women I see that are younger than me that are pregnant or walking around my store with their healthy beautiful babies. I don't think I'm ever going to feel right again until I have my own child.