BabyDustMe's TTC after m/c Wish

I M/C'd back in October 09...of course the day after we told the entire file. My wish is for a healthy baby and for it to happen very soon!!! I've started giving up on ttc and need the strength to keep tying, even thought its constant disappointment each month. Each month is harder and harder to keep the faith. So maybe I'll start with a smaller wish......I wish for the courage and strength to keep trying no matter what and get back to actually enjoying the process.