GodsPlan's Trying To Conceive Wish

I am TTC with my hubby we really want a boy so badly. We just started trying I am trying to be patient & let things happen on God's timing sometimes it so hard because we all want is a bundle of joy so BADLY. I am also kind of scared because I read so many stories of MC or not carry the baby to birth. Wish some baby dust on me 2. Wishing everyone lots of prays and baby dusk.