Undefined's Trying To Conceive Wish

Heavenly father, I'm tired of being envious of my homegirl with her daughter and having a normal-boring life....plz let the attempt I did for ovulation day be a success to fertilize my egg(s) and so that I can miss my menstural cycle to prevent for having a bad month....I really want to be a mother and you know I can do it. Having a stepson doesn't fill my wishes of having my OWN biological baby.Just plz let me see a pos result on a hpt so I can go from there...PLZ OH PLZ LORD!!!!