Conception Frustrations II?

Among the 2WW, family questions and overall personal breakdowns - what does everyone else use to get through? My husband is trying his best to understand, but really he is only a boy so he has no clue what I'm feeling. My best friend has a beautiful baby girl and while she says she understands she didn't have any trouble getting pregant.

Are there any books or resources you rely on? Any blogs?

Looking for distractions and support suggestions....

I have been TTC for about 4 months now and no luck as of yet. I thought I was preg this month. Why? I did not have much symptoms, but AF came about 4 to 6 days early. It started of as spotting then very light to very light. But then I had medium flow and 2 small clots come out. I am am still cureently spotting for 2 days. This of course is not normal for me. I only have little tingling in my breast. I called my docotrs office and they told me to take a pregnancy test if positive call them if not then it is probaly just my period changing or stress. But I am not stressed. I took the test last night and it was negative. Do not know if it was to early or just really not pregnant. It all prpbalby in my head. I will go POAS for ovulation and chart my temp again and hope for luck this time. baby dust to all. and to all good luck. Just needed to vent....

Well, we haven't told anybody that we are trying on my side just my husbands dad and sis so nobody is really pushing it or asking a lot of questions. i think that it's mainly that i feel like i'm failing. it only took 1 time to get pregnant with my daughter with someone that i regret( not that i will ever regret my daughter) and it's taking a year with the man i love. i was on the mirena for not even a year when i had it removed.
i will admit seeing everybody that is pregnant is a little depressing. even my hubbies sis is prego after quitting her depo in 1 month. i am very happy for all the pregos i just dunno what i am doing wrong or why i cant have a bsby. i want one so bad that it is stressing me out and tearing at my emotions.
my hubby has 2 kids of his own and all we want is one of our own. to kinda just complete the family.

Been ttc since aug 25 09 and still no luck. it's been almost a year and dr dunno whats going on. we already have kids and we are still in our 20's. emotions have deffinitely set in. i'm almost readdy to give up cuz its stressing me out.

I need someones input.

I had AF (or what I thought was AF) for 5 days and she was super light compared to what I'm used to. Also, I always have her for 7 days.

On CD9 I went pee before I went to bed and was spotting, I had some light spotting the next day too and then nothing after.

I took a HPT on CD11 and got a BFN. I feel as though AF is coming again, bloated, tired, my boobs are KILLING me.

Could it have been AF or implantation bleeding? When should I take another test??

TIA :)

I had a LEEP in Sept 09 TTC since... No Such Luck! really worried about fertility issues, scarring, etc. To make things worse, just researched male infertility/immotility disfunctions and my husband's CHRON'S Meds are decreasing his little guys' stamina and population! He has to take these meds for the rest of his life! What to do?